Sudah..

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dear ,

i really  do hope that u are happy.. feeling happy  now and for the future..
and as for me.. i guess  it is  my  choice now.. will i be drown on this feeling or try to move on..

it is hard to move on.. knowing that it will be a future without you..
being with you is a wonderful feeling.. i feel comfort.. in the old days, n even now..
but i guess now the barrier is very clear.. we can never be together..

i wish u, both.. the best of luck, great happiness  and joy in life..

bye .. 

Maybe it would be easier if i hate you…

Maybe it will so much easier if you’re a jerk..

Maybe it will way sooo easy if you just hurt me..

Sekarang juga sakit.. ga ada bedanya..

Sudah..

memang harusnya berhenti di sini..

meskipun maaf tidak akan pernah cukup dan tidak akan menggantikan waktu atau menghapus luka, atau mengulang waktu.. hanya ini yg saya punya..

M A A F .  .  .